I fucking hate that I love u.
why can’t I just forget u ever exsisted in my life…. why can’t I just let u go & move on w. my misery… why do I care about u…
why do I bother…. uve beat me down every way u can… I hope ur happy/ proud of urself. im over it. I made my choice along time ago.
my body & face hurts… I
officially sick.. tea, hot showers & bottles upon bottles of nyquil here I come. :( taking a 3 day weekend after work tomorrow. gotta feel better for Saturday.
how is it at 25 im more insecure now, than i was when i was 18